The Sadist manifesto

Excited Truck
1 min readFeb 3, 2024

It pains me to see you suffer,
and fall over things that i tripped over
avoidable and petty i think them now,
humongous and jarring you think them oww.

avoidable mistakes, avoidable pain
unavoidable fate, unavoidable vain
you, ruled by fear, destroy rays of hope
but ruled by love, I understand ur destruction
I try to play God, very much to avert your fraught
but I should be more of God and
save no one as they want to be in the plot

there thorns on your path. wear shoes trust me
you say “i cant — the last one who came hurt me”
I say “hope my dear, it only makes us go up”
you say “nope, u may be a traitor, u could make me throwup”

No words, no thoughts further
arrested by self fulfilling prophecies, you’ve thrown asunder
what was beautiful, true, and full of life,
for something blue, trivial, like ur want of strife

you’re free, your freedom,
i wont try and help, if thats what you want.
I’m free. Im freedom. And I’m also ego and I’m wrath
I’m anger I’m rage, I’m the death of whatever we had hath

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Excited Truck

A person vacillating between finding meaning in solving planetary existential issues and thinking about the cosmos’ heat death.